Merry Studyweek

Hi there. Study week has finally arrived. Somehow someway, 1st semester is going to be off soon, very soon. See, whether I'll make use to this study week or otherwise, hopefully I will.

Well, what should I share here? Few updates.

1. Wishlist. I have already owned what I wanted.
2. Alhamdulillah, for what God has grant to me.
3. Dean's List? InsyaAllah. I'm aiming for 3 pointer and above. I'm not that bright to aiming for 3.5 above. -.-"
4. I need a true path. Ya Allah.

I need to write more seriously

walau raga kita terpisah jauh, namun hati kita selalu dekat, bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu, dan rasakan aku :)

I really need to write more about my life.

My own style of facial treatment

I did some facial treatment on my face just now. Have you ever heard of 'corong resdung' before? You know how the thing works? I don't have any sinus problem but lately I'm having this kind of allergy that makes my face itchy and I have to consume medicines. It usually happens after I finished eating. If you're thinking that I might have some allergies to some food, then why on earth even I eat pau kaya, my face will get itchy, especially on the eyes and nose, does it make any sense? I eat fish, pau, veges, or etc, the result is still the same.

So I turned out buying that corong resdung to try out if maybe I have sinus. And after I have done with that treatment, the result is the same. So I'm quite worried because because of this allergy, it leads to flu, fever, cough, asthma. I don't want this to happen.

And you know what I like to lay on bed immediately after eating and my tummy is flabby and I'm sick with it.

Lifeless week

Last week was a very hectic week for me. I didn't get enough sleep, and I was restless. And I learnt and thought a lot.

First,
last week brought me to a boring-and-lifeless life, where all I got to do was facing to the alphabets, figures and lines. Okay, here is the story. Two weeks ago which was deepavali, I got one week holidays which some of the classes on a particular day has to do a replacement. And as you all know, we, as a university student will be given an assignment or such to do during the holidays. For engineering drawing class, we were given a CAD assignment where we were all kinda shock seeing the 'pelan' of our assignment. We had to draw back the drawing given using AUTOCAD's software. And the drawing was a bridge plan, Penang Bridge. WHAT THE FISH. Okay whatever.

it took me for 4 days and nights to finish one drawing since I have no basic at all, luckily my cousin came over to my house to teach on how to use the autocad, but still don't expect that I will settle one drawing in three hours, because I am no good okey. So yeah one drawing is settled in four days. We had three more drawings to finish. Whatthehellaweh!

Second,
Last week I got test, I was on hols for a week and I knew that I had test on two days before the test. WTF that I wasted my time doing the CAD and there were two chapters I need to cover in that test and I had no more time weh. So at the end my life was restless and sleepless lastweek.

Third,
When the lecturers are donating more assignments that needs to be passed up on that week juga, WTF and I hate it cause I don't understand what the lecturers' taught last week because I had the worst week lastweek that I did not get enough sleep. Whatever again

So all in all yes I got sick and bye because I hate chu •things that are in my mind now•

Helo!

Hello there. Aku di sini menanti cuti yang bakal tiba hujung minggu ni. Sesungguhnya, kem yang patut aku hadiri ditangguhkan ke hari lain. Apakah aku patut rasa okay atau sebaliknya? I don't like the camp. Tapi, aku nak benda tu cepat habis. Haih

Washing Machine

Ohohoho. Aku kat Klang, Selangor ni. Semalam balik, ikut kakak sedare aku. Seb baik dia belajar sama tempat dengan aku, and ada kereta. Herherher. Alhamdulillah.

Semalam jugak, aku pergi cari Headphone dengan Abah aku. Sebab aku nak gunakan ia untuk laptop aku, laptop aku takde headphone/earphone ah. Susah ah kalau nak webcam ke, tengok movie sorang2 ke. Hehehe. And I bought brand Philips, white colour. Hehehe. Oh and I balik ni pun, cause nak beli Safety Shoe dengan Wallet. Huhu, wallet I dah hancur gila. You masukkan coins dalam wallet tu, dia keluar balik. So, memang kena beli wallet baru lah kan? Huhu (alasan!)

Oh, ye know why I marah sangat sampai post status yang mengamuk-amuk kat Facebook...... Sebab semalam, dalam pukul 11 AM, I msg akak sedara I, cakap kat dia, "Ain, aku nak basuh baju jap for one hour tau", time tu, before balik, my class semalam dari 8-10AM, pastu Ain dah kata, habis kelas siap2 lah, then pukul 11 boleh pulak aku nak basuh kain kat washing machine kat kolej tu which kena masuk kan coins rm2. So, pukul 11Am tu, aku gi tingkat atas di mana terletaknya washing machine tersebut. Pastu pukul 11 tu, semua machine penuh, and ada satu machine ni tinggal lagi 20 minit, so aku plan aku nak letak lah baldi kain aku depan washing machine tu, by 11.20AM aku nak datang balik basuh terus. (obviously baju akan habis basuh at 12.20 PM kan?) So aku dah delay sikit. Then, after 11 tu aku balik bilik sementara tunggu 11.20. Tapi by 11.20 AM aku naik balik.

Nak tahu tak apa jadi? Ada minah bongok dua ekor tiba-tiba buat muka tak bersalah, dah ambil washing machine yang aku nak ambil tadi. Aku datang ngam-ngam 11.20AM, pastu aku tahu, dorang si bodoh tu dah plan, macam ni... Dorang terus start kan machine tu (kira dah jalan la machine tu), baru masukkan kain dorang. So, that kononnya kalau aku datang tu, dia tak boleh keluarkan balik kain busuk diorang tu, sebab dah ada air bla2 dalam machine tu. Bodoh gila, pastu si sekor lagi, memang muka dah cuak sebab gi wat cara camtu. Lagi sekor berok tu, memang muka tak bersalah tanak pandang langsung, malah boleh teruskan masuk kain dorang kat machine tu. Dasar bodoh! Pastu aku geram, aku gi depan dorang, ambil baldi aku, terus berambus!Tak jadi basuh kain!!!! Bawak je balik kain tu, and just hantar dobi! Like hello! Gelabah gila minah dua ekor tu, cam bodoh! Tak payah nak selfish sangat lah minah oi! Memalukan sungguh! Hehh!

Geram!!! Sampai sekarang!

saya tak sihat

Saya batuk, at the same time, saya lelah. Bila batuk + lelah = phlegm dalam hati. Lol

Bila phlegm dalam hati, susah nak nafas. Badan belakang sakit, pressure untuk bernafas kuat sangat. =( Takut susah tidur malam ni. Esok ada quiz Calculus, Statics. Saya tak revise apa-apa lagi, baru habis settlekan Drawing. Haish. Adoi, sempat ke nak study malam ni.

Esok pack sangat time table nya. Saya kurang gemar kelas malam. Hari Isnin dan Selasa ada kelas malam, maka saya tidak suka hari Isnin dan Selasa. Esok saya dapat call free. Siapa nak saya call esok, marilah nombor anda. :( *muka tak happy, sebab class pack sgt esok*

Argh tension ah

Hello there. Today, bersamaan Sabtu, gua sangat stress lu tau tak. Dah la gua baru baik demam. Damm ah, masalah betul ah manusia ceni derrr. Oh whatever lah kan kau. Siapa-siapa jela yang terasa pedas tuh! Heh.

Gua pula mesampah dengan situasi ceni. Aish, tangan gua lenguh, malas ah type. Rasa nak potong tangan je. Argh, tension! Dah la Isnin ada quiz, calculus, statics.. Grrr, assignment, drawing tak settle lagi. Haih. Pembaris hilang ah!!!!

Gerrrrrram

Grr Grrr. Gerrrrram tau. Rasa nak mengutuk, mengumpat. Haishh. Sabo. Lek lek. Ngantuk ah. Bye

Geletar doh

Bapa hatboken doh! Haha. Benda takde apa-apa pun, kau nak lebih pehal Wiena! Damm ah! Haha, damm dammmmmm!

Tapi cinta bukan milik kitaaaaaaa, semua harus berakhir, hee yeahhhhh! HAHAHAHA

p/s: cerita di atas, adalah rekaan semata-mata. tolonglah weh

Oh, tadi ada class Technical English. Oh damn, menggeletar kot time aku tengah bercakap depan class, had to use the microfon, but then I refused to -_-" menggeletar doh~ Malusssss dohhssss, so zasss~

Freeze Programme

Oh man, baru balik dari "rumah terbuka PM" durhh! My god, the wheather is extremely hot! Kulit aku dah start hitam, bukan coklat dah, makin hitam! Damm ah!

Here is the story...

Pagi tadi, bagi siapa2 yang masuk Kokorikulum (Briged siswa), kena join this one programme, it is called as Freeze Programme, World Peace Day 2011, under Unesco at Kuantan. Since, I'm taking Briged Siswa for this sem, I had to attend this programme, compulsory. At the same time, my Kolej Kediaman ada program juga, Sehari Bersama Peka(kolej kediaman). So, benda ni clash. So, for those yang masuk Briged siswa tu kena datang both programme, pagi pergi Freeze, malam pergi Peka. The eff!

Yang Freeze tu best, hehe, we had to freeze for seven minutes. If let say, you tengah minum air, you akan minum air sampai seven minutes without any movement in the middle of dataran tu. Cam cool gila tak? Kan? I dah cakap. So, then we managed to freeze and stoodstill of what we were doing. Heheh

Then, kite orang pergi Rumah Terbuka Prime Minister at Pekan, Pahang. Huk aloh, this is my first time pergi tempat camni, yang ramai sangat orang. By hook or by crook, kita kena jugak pergi tempat camni, as I naik bas, kan? It's a trip. So, like hell, when the weather is so hot and our bus left us. Wtf man? We waited for like 1 hour ++ just because the leader (who leads us in the bus) asked us to be there (at the bus) at 1 pm. I dah tunggu at 12.30 sampai lah 1.30 pm kot, you bayangkan panas camna an, terik matahari, dah la pahang tu panas gila! And guess what, muka I hitam gila. Oh, kita balik sini not by the bus that we've waited earlier, but with a different bus, a nice uncle, a better uncle.

I am now laying on my bed, as I do not want to attend to the Peka Programme now -_- bye

p/s: kena pakai baju putih ya!

sejenak bersama . . .

WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKA.

jom gelak weh. jom ahhhh. jom laa doh. damm ah! hahahahaha. aku jumpa kau doh, damm ah hahhahahahah lawak doh hahahahahahhaa jom ah gelak sama sama. wakakakkkaa geli~

Aku di hotel

Assalamualaikum. Aku bukan di kolej, juga bukan di rumah. Di manakah aku? Di mana? Agak-agak? Heh. Hotel doh! Hak elah, pe barang dok hostel! Mak abah datang ke tempat belajar aku, saje je. Cos aku banyak pesan barang. Kan aku just bawak 3 ke 4 helai tudung. Pastu, hanger pun tak cukup. Backpack pun tade. Apa lagi takde? Lampu belajar tade. Itu tade, ini tade. Seluar slack pun tade. Oh pin tudung pun bawak dua je. Damm ah!

Orait. Seb baik, aku dapat shopping tadi. Aku beli seluar slack sampai tiga helai, toaster, water heater, pencil case, etc. Alhamdulillah, rezeki agak murah harini. There's nothing more to share as I don't really like to tell more bout my personal life here. Alert! I wrote 'here', thus that refers to this blog, since this blog is set publicly. I am staying one night at this hotel. Hee, with my parents.

So far, the classes went well. I haven't found many friends till yet, not sure whether I am the one to be blamed or the classmates. Damn! I should have gotten new friends already. Aku rasa tiga bulan baru boleh rapat dengan someone! Damn ah! Most of the classes that I have attend, none of the lectures could digest in my kepala hotak that well. Like seriously, I don't have any basic of the subjects that I am taking. I just realised, being a university student should apply DIY concept. Everything must do it by your ownself. It's okay, slowly I am adapting to this kind of situation. Hehe. Oh, you know what, you know what, what a hot gossip I have here, wadepak lah weih. HAHA bye!

p/s: damn ah, back pack baru tu weh, besar kan? ke aku yang kecik?

pp/s: alhamdulillah, tandatangan dan pengesahan borang for ptptn sudah settle, insyaAllah, semua ok. :)

Aku di universiti

Salam pantai timur. Wakaka. Poyo nak puh! Ok, aku kat tutttt, universiti of malaysia tutt. Ceh gelemer sikit. Hohoh. Pinjam broadband roommate. So far, everything's going fine, insyaAllah. Penat, minggu induksi, sangat penat. Tak cukup tidur. Hehh. Jujur, ku tak suka certain faci! Kui kui kui. Over controlled, puih! Oh, the quite best thing here is we all kena labuhkan tudung menutup dada, baju lepas bontot, wakaka. Hehehe. Hahaha.

Oh, yea, of course gua adalah seorang yang banyak complain, especially in terms of barang-barang or facilities, hehehe. Urgh, aku harus berubah! Oh, aku dapat katil double decker, and so far, sebenarnya facilities dia bagus. Aku kan suka membebel. Oh, aku banyak jugak barang tak bawak, tudung tiga helai je bawak, wak :( Baju kurung bawak, tapi baju nya tertinggal, kain je bawak. Tapi nasib baik lah satu pasang je. Baju tidur (pyjamas), dua pasang je. Nampak nya aku kena rotate lima hari sekali basuh ah. HAHA

Malam ni, last minggu induksi, ada pesembahan kebudayaan. Hek eleh. K bye.

Neraka itu lebih panas

Ok. Alhamdulillah selesai sudah dua daripada tiga(or more) event penting. Kaki cramped last night. Gua carik minyak urut, bagi gua minyak yu yi cap limau tu minyak urut jugaklah, tapi gua tak jumpa. Gua jumpa minyak urut atas meja mekap. Tengok date, "oh ok 2012 expired". Gua pusing kan kepala botol minyak urut bewarna kuning, kemudian gua tengok dan bermonolog, "huk aloh, besar doh lubang dia, cemana gua nak guna ni". Namun, sebabkan gua ni hebat tak bertempat, gua pun tuang jela kat tapak tangan, macam gaya nak ambil wuduk tu, penuh tapak tangan, amik kau! Gua sapu sapu kaki, urut. Sampai tumpah-tumpah jugalah! Pastu, gua buat lagi se-round, gua tadah tangan kanan, tuang kat tangan, sapu lagi. Gua cakap ah kat orang "weh, aku rasa ni bukan minyak panas kot ah". Dia kata "tu minyak panas ah". Gua konfiden tak bertempat. Gua sapu sapu jela.

Tiga jam later....

Gua tak boleh tidur, tangan, kaki gua macam terbakar! Gua tanya ah orang, "weh pe patut aku buat doh!"..."guna ice".. Gua pakai ah ice! Ok the end. Gua tak tidur lena, dan tak dapat tidur, sebab gua rasa macam API NERAKA sedang membakar gua. Ya Rabb, ampunilah aku. :(

Aku mintak maaf, Hamba Allah.

Damnlah:-

1. bila toiletries, snacks etc tak beli lagi untuk kolej!
2. aku punya tidur tunggang terbalik.
3. mata dah ada eyebag and lingkaran hitam.
4. bila syaitan mula merasuk aku, aku suka berdamn damn!

raya tanpa duit raya

Hoho, aku raya, duit raya pun tak dapat sangat. Kalau ikut, nak beli double cheese burger set Mc Donald pun tak lepas. Ah, mungkin ekonomi jadi faktor utama! Tak pun, umur! Eh, aku baru sembilan belas, masuk sembilan belas pun belum lagi. Lapan belas lebih, maka aku berhak tuk dapat duit raya! Hm, lantak ah! Haha, nak bebel pasal duit raya pun nak wat pe. Aku takperlu bergantung pada orang. Kan kan? Hak alah, gelabah je. Duit raya je pun. T___T

Aku kena berambus dari Klang 3 hari bulan ni. Orang beraya aku start belajar. Kejadahnya! Lantak ah! Buat dono! Dah ah borang tak sahkan lagi, biar lecturer sana sahkan! Wek, ptptn, aku bunuh kau kang! Takyah nak demand lebih ah! Puih! Aku kalau cakap pasal studies, memang tension sikit, kehkeh.

masalah umat busuk hati pfft

Tak suka, diam! Takpayah asyik nak memekak. Gila annoying ah! Takfaham aku! Sian do kau!

raya tak happy langsung

Orang raya happy! Aku raya rasa nak nangis, tension, rasa nak mengamuk! Damn lah. Siapa suruh kau buat aku rasa tension! Dah la pasal Uni tak settle lagi, Ptptn.. Nanti bakal dapat berita yang 'tidak menyedapkan' dari seseorang. Lagi, semua semua rasa macam pffft!

Salam eid mubarak buat semua. Maaf zahir dan batin! T__T aku beraya dengan rasa nak menangis, bukan terharu atau sebak. Tapi sebaliknya. :'(

Terimakasih atas semua tension!

aku dah tension

Sekeliling aku buat aku rasa tension, bingit dan rasa nak tumbuk tumbuk sampai lumat. Ternyata aku seorang yang tak boleh terima tekanan sekaligus. Aku betul-betul need someone to talk to. Aku nak melepaskan rasa marah aku bengang aku ketidakpuasan hati aku kepada sesiapa yang sudi mendengar leteran aku, tanpa sedikit pun membalas apa yang aku ludahkan sebaliknya memberi ketenangan kepadaku.

Aku tension bila kena settle kan keperluan untuk Raya, Engagement day, juga kemasukan ke Ipta! Urghh, semua dalam seminggu! Bertambah tension bila teringat tentang Ptptn yang macam pfft walaupun pinjaman ku diluluskan, namun banyak pulak cekadak ptptn ni nak suruh sah kan lah bagai! Bukan tak bersyukur, tapi aku dah kelu dah, siapa yang nak sahkan borang aku ni? PFFFT! Adoyai. Aku mengemas baju-baju untuk ke Universiti. Masukkan ke dalam bagasi, 10 pasang baju kurung je dapat dijumpai, yang lain manatah hahaha. Pedulik ah!

Toiletries belum dibeli. Kasut sukan baru jumpa tadi, kasut hitam tak tahu lah patut beli ke tak. Aku bingung jugak, dalam kemas-kemas, aku terfikir, patut ke aku buang nota-nota semasa di matrik atau simpan dan bawa je kat Uni nanti? Adoyai! Semak betol la. Dah la barang aku macam orang nak pindah! 10 pasang baju kurung pun aku masih rasa tak cukup, wakakaka!

Bagpack laptop pun tak beli lagi! Argh! Dammit! Aku rasa nak hentak kepala jap, pastu masuk sepital pastu dapat delay jap masuk Uni tu. Haha.

Abang aku dah bising dah bilik dia bersepah, sebab aku simpan semua barang matrik aku dulu kat bilik dia. Dah berabuk pun. Adui wina wina! =.=" Aku risau tahap gaban pasal Ptptn lah, siapa nak sah kan? Aku harap siapa-siapa dapat ah sahkan, tak kisahlah sekarang ke atau kat Uni nanti, harap semua berjalan lancar! Urgh, esok raya! (dah raya pun sebenarnya, dah masuk maghrib)

p/s: aku dah la bau ikan. damn ah

Note to a friend

Seriously, what a sad ending. Eventhough we end it nicely, it still doesn't feel nice.

Kerana tipu, kawan hilang! Kena peka ya semua dalam hal ini. Jangan ingat tipu tu benda yang remeh. Takpa, what done is done. Takpayah nak berlagak baguslah Wina. Aku sendiri pun pernah menipu. Menipu tu ada sebabnya. Dan sebabnya itulah kita patut tahu. Mengapa menipu? Kesudahannya sudah nampak. I can see the end of our journey. Memang sedih nak tuuuut ah kan kena break the friendship. But I myself don't know what I am doing. Am I doing the right thing? Patut ke aku pergi balik kat dia cakap, " It's okay dude, aku terima semua"? Sedangkan setiap kali bercakap dengan dia, aku akan mesiniskan bahasa ku untuk mengenakan dia.

Apakah aku yang betul atau si dia? Terasa atas pemergiannya. Dia sangat baik. Ya, maybe 'WAS' (past tense haha). Tapi apakan daya aku? Adil ke kalau aku asyik memerli dia, sedangkan sudah terang lagi bersuluh dia akui akan kesilapan dia? Apakah itu diajarkan dalam Islam?

Takpelah. Tengoklah apa yang bakal datang. Friends come and go. But you will be in my memory! Goodbye friend! =)

pesanan kepada si pecakap 'benar'

Kenapa perlu berpura-pura bila dah tahu yang benar? Kenapa nak sampaikan yang batil bila yang benar dah terbongkar? Takut? Kenapa perlu menipu lagi? Tak serik? Ke sedap sangat menipu tu? Sedap eh? Alahaii!

Mintak maaf sebab aku tahu yang benar. Tapi siapa je dapat tahan? Aku ni manusia biasa. Aku pun pernah menipu. Kalau kau tipu tapi nak bagitahu yang benar, aku boleh terima lagi. Ni menipu tapi tak bagitahu yang benar, masih bergelumang dengan suasana tipu tu lagi. Aku suruh kau mengaku sendiri, buat-buat tak tahu kan? Takkan aku jugak yang kena nyatakan penipuan kau tu? Tak kah kau akan malu? Kau tak takut? What a waste of friendship. Pasal tipu boleh musnah!

Kau baik....sayangnya ego kau terlalu tinggi! =)

p/s: aku minta maaf!

Gaduh Lipat Spender. Heh!

My little sister and I were fighting over a 'spender'.

Ceritanya camni. Aku nak lipat kain. Then, mak aku datang duduk sebelah aku and adik aku pun ada jugak tengok tv. Then, aku cam lipat spender cara yang special sikit HAHA then aku cakap lah. "Nak tengok tak cara lipat spender" dengan gaya eksaited nak gila sambil dah start pegang spender! Then adik aku masuk campur, dia kata "Hek eleh, everybody knows!". Pehh, aku panas lah hati.

Aku: Kau tunjuk sekarang cara aku nak lipat tu!

Adik: Eleh, *gaya poyo sambil ambil spender pastu dia buat cara biasa tu*

Aku: Eee tah pape tah. Aku nak buat cara lain. Mak, fika suka berlagak pandai Mak.

Mak: Ehh, dia pandai tau (dengan muka2 sekali)

Aku: Yela pandai takpe. Bila dah pandai, jangan nak berlagak pandai lagi. (aku bengang)

Adik: Yela, tahulah kau pandai. Pandai pandai pandai . . . . (dia cakap pandai2 sampai aku tak boleh mencelah dia cakap, *keadaan jadi tegang sikit*)

Aku: *jeling sambil tunjuk cara lipat spender* HAAA! Ni la nak buat! Hahaha

Oh aku siap berpesan kat mak aku, "Mak lipat baju, kita lipat spender tau". Aku nampak tinggal lagi tiga spender je nak lipat. Sekali mak aku cakap "Kak, cepatlah lipat tu, belakang tu ada banyak lagi". Tersedak aku tengok HAHA

Pasal hasil lipatan tu. Mak aku macam teruja jugak lah, adik aku buat muka poyo tapi aku tak kisah sebab dia memang macamtu haha. Then, kakak aku datang tengok aku leka lipat spender. Pastu aku tunjuk lah lagi. Pastu abah pun datang, aku tunjuk jugak. Pastu aku ajar mak dengan kakak aku lipat spender. Hahaha, adik aku dia buat2 tak heran pun tapi dia dah hafal cara lipatan aku tu. Puih! Tu je. Hm cam takde motif je cite aku ni hahaha. Pffft

popia beb

Ummm. Dap nye makan popia buatan sendiri. Nom nom nom. Hahaha. Bukan aku buat pun, wakaka.

Kena tipu

Sakit hati kena tipu. Macam orang bodoh. Apa jadahnya aku kena tipu. Ingat aku suka ke kena KENCING? Aku kawan bukan tuk kena tipu. Kau nak main game? Heh! Okay jom. Kita main game. Enough is enough k? Kena tipu tu paling tak boleh belah. Konfiden je nak tipu orang. I'm a stalker, I stalk like crazy! Wtf!

Uptown Shah Alam

My very first time shopping at Uptown.

I've never been to Uptown Shah Alam before. Also, I have never been allowed to shop at any Uptown. Yes, I've been to Uptown Petaling Jaya (err or is it in Kelana Jaya? Lol), but just to eat and I was with my family. So rare. I'd always like to go to Uptown. I wanna see how cheap they sell something, I wanna compare the things that they sell there and the things that are available in Subang Parade. I'm not too choosy about branding, if I see this thing is nice and fit me, I'll definitely buy, even if it has no brand. Unlike my father, he likes the brand. Not because he likes to show off. He's the type of person who likes quality rather than quantity. As for me, I LIKE QUANTITY.

So, last night, I went for dinner with the family at Port Klang, then my sister & brother suggested to go to Uptown Shah Alam with my sister's boyfriend. The four of us were following (siblings). Apparently, my parents allowed us. Went there around 9 PM. Usually, my father will not allow us to go to such places at that particular time. Even my dad doesn't really like going to such places unless you wanna eat or you have something to eat there, since there're a lot of stalls.

Once we reached there, I was so not comfortable, it was like pasar malam with loads of people especially boys. I was a little afraid of the people. Hold my bag like someone's going to rob me -_- It was recommended by my sister's boyfriend, to hold like that. The worst part was I was wearing a bit tight outfit. To go such places with a lot of people who'll always observe you, of course you will not feel safe. I don't blame anyone for that, because going to Uptown wasn't it the 'schedule'. Lol. It was also my very first time going there. Hehe. Of course, everything felt like pfft right? Lagi lagi tempat camtu. However, things turned out to be cool, like so cool, I found a booth that sells cardigan, perfect. Very cheap. I'm sure if it sells in Subang Parade or somewhere around Shah Alam or Subang, the price would be totally different and higher, much higher. So, what's next? I bought it, a green cardigan. Perfect, very nice, I love it to the max.

Next, bought tudung and anak tudung. I wanted to buy this vintage satin selendang, damn lah! Whatever lah, I hope to go there lagi, I wanna buy it with the price that they offered. Very cheap! I'm so crazy over selendang/tudung. Oh! The whole uptown was blacked out just now. Like WTF man?! And seriously, scary ~.~

Y'know, boys will always be boys. My brother and my sister's boyfriend, already chilled in the car waiting for us to having our good times at Uptown. HAHA. Woman & Man can never shop together. The man will get tired of seeing how woman chooses one dress in at least 20 minutes. Bear with us, boys.

We went back at 2AM, Oh My God! Thank God my parents were okay. I don't know why, but this is my first time doing this.

Why do I keep changing my url for blogspot?

I, myself don't even know why.

It's like a habit where you will feel bored of the current or the things that are already yours (in my case, the url of my blog), and yet you're trying to figure a new url. I've been changing my url for more than three times I guess. Lemme list all the url I've set before:

1) immaqueena.blogspot.com

if one is alert, this url is named after my name, in a very delicate way. I wanted my url to be as simple as it can. Such as wiena.blogspot.com. But it has already taken. At last, I tried to mix and match so it could sound good yet simple. Immaqueena = imma queen wiena. HAHA but then, it turned out to be so funny and overrated, wasn't it?

2) wienazaman.blogspot.com

I didn't have any idea in naming my blog's url. But, I couldn't satisfy myself.

3) zafirasyazwina.blogspot.com

nahh i don't think so. My private blog's url is syazwinazafira.blogspot.com. No no no, nat a gewd adiya aniwai.

4) iamwiena.blogspot.com

I still think this is not the best url ever. ARGHHHH why am I so fussy!? Nobody reads your blog my dear. WADAVA lah

Centipedes.

This is one of the most scariest insects I have ever afraid of. I'm always wanting to shout, scream, squeal, and cry if I see this insect. Anywhere. I'd always want to curse if I see this insect. I hate centipede. Very speedy.

Here's the story,

last week, when I was cleaning up the sink at dry kitchen, and almost finished, I was so concentrate in cleaning it up and had fun doing it. Lol. Suddenly, when I rubbed the (idk what's the name of that thing), it's placed above the sink, I think it's for the wet dishes to be

put before it's dried. I don't know the function as well as the name. Mum bought it long time ago. So, when I rubbed using the sponge on it, on that thing, suddenly a centipede(a young one) came out from certain somewhere. DAMN YOUUU, I was shouting and screaming. Calling my brother to KILL the centipede. He was cool, of course he had to act coolly. I really wanted to see the

insect to be killed and vanish from my sight. Even the insect has wrecked into pieces, I still wasn't satisfi

ed yet.

I stopped half way. I didn't continue cleaning the sink. Hoho. After one hour, my sister found out the sink was messy and terrible hahaha. She asked me to clean back the sink. Oh I managed to clean that thing up. Finally finally. But seriously, I hate centipedes. Menyusahkan hidup aku je. Dammmmn you.

Nora Elena best?! Biasa je aku rasa.

I wanna share some opinions about this one drama, Nora Elena.

I watched that drama, just like you, (tapi siapa kau? haha). I'd say I followed most of their episodes. I mean, if there's no obstruction, I'd turn on the TV tengah maghrib tu, and watched the drama. (perli ni)

To me, the drama is okay. Not so da bomb not so da boo haha. I mean, average. I don't understand why these people loves the drama so much, ye know, love as in mengagung-agungkan cerita tu. They say "THE BEST DRAMA EVER", "THANK YOU TV3 FOR NORA ELENA", what the eff man? HAHA! There are better dramas at TV3 dude. Look at how the actress acts. I mean, still not natural, kaku. I could say, I didn't feel like crying when watching that drama, even when I was alone at home, aku tengok just for fun, to fill my boringness. I really don't get these people. If you say Adamaya is good, I'd say not bad, and maybe it's good, because it really is.

Don't you realise, at that particular moment, there was no better drama to be watched other than Nora Elena? Just because the drama is not boring, you choose it as the bestestestestest drama ever?! Haiyaa, and these people are judging based on the actor, they like Aaron Aziz, so they say that the drama is perfect blabla. Haiya. So pelik lah. So, what's the moral of the story? "jangan kurang ajar dengan suami yang sudah merogol kita"? HAHA, "jangan buruk sangka terhadap polis". "jangan selak kain masa balik sekolah". The eff man!? There are so many dramas at Tv3, you choose Nora Elena as the best drama ever? I mean, like EVER!!? Idk lah, maybe Nora Elena didn't bring any impact on me, that's why I don't feel anything. Typical drama.

If you remember, and 'loyal viewer of Tv3', have you ever watched Samarinda? It's a category of dramas or whatever it calls at TV3. Remember the one with its OST = Berhenti Berharap by Sheila On 7 and were acted by Hans Isaac, Catriona Ross etc, tak ingat lah tajuk cerita. (tapi cerita tu best okaih? Better than Nora Elena haha. Also, every Tuesday dulu, cerita I couldn't remember the title, but the actors/actresses were, Jue Aziz, Linda Raffar, ahh lantak lah aku tak ingat hahaha. Tapi best jugak cerita tu.

p/s: I'm just pointing out my personal opinion. I also don't think that this post is offensive. We have different taste. I like afro and bald headed guy, they're just my cuppa tea.

The life.

Sometimes, I think my life is like a piece of shit. Even shit smells better than my life. Ungrateful heh?

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Four in ONE

Hello, I am not busy these few days, I just feel lazy to update blog. Ahakz. Lemme summarize things that had happened last few days.

15th June, Wed:

Went swimming with Roshaira, reached her house at 8:15AM, then lepak2 borak2 and I tido jugak HAHA, then went to UiTM for swimming from 12PM until 2PM hohohoh. Then my dad fetch at her grandma's house. Ye know, after I swam, my head felt really dizzy, I really felt like fainting. After finished swimming, I didn't talk much. I only talked when Ira's mom asked me bout the facial product I'm using. Because I was afraid of vomit-ting. Even Ira herself noticed that I was being too quiet. After I reached my dad's office, I went to the kiosk and bought two breads, for me and my little sister and panadols. Since, I was so dizzy, my head was freaking aching, I straight away laid down in the VIP room. Thank God my sister bought two Soya Bean, I shared the Soya with my sister since I didn't want much. After I ate the bread and panadol, I fell asleep. I woke up just to perform my zuhur prayer and go back home. I continued sleeping at home. HAHA. Ngantuk & pening gila. Dah la dua hari sebelumnya memang tak cukup tidur. =D

16th June, Thurs:

Did nothing at home. I couldn't even remember anything. Oh yeah, I was a baby sitter. Haha baby sit my nephew who is still a baby. Ngee so happy to be like a mother. Hohoh. My god, I don't know, I'm starting to like babies, kids etc.

17th June, Friday:

Met Shazwin my cousin, we gossiped. Mopped the house (OMG) hahaa. THAT'S ALL. Oh btw, I cried. W H A T E V E R .

18th June, Saturday:

Watched MaharajaLawak. HAHA that's all.

Spent RM300 a day.

Accompanied my sister to UPM. Wanted to go to Sunway Pyramid but it was hell traffic jam along the road, my sister diverted to Subang Parade. 4 PM until 9.15PM spent time there. Bought things, oh by the way, KENA NGORAT with mamat hensem Celebrity Fitness but I was menjual mahal, so ended up takdapat apa2. Not sure whether this is a good action or not. Menyesal siket. HAHA. So, I think I spent like almost RM300 there. Of course I bought satu baju. A handbag, it's more to craft handbag, has no brand yet looks very cute. So all and all, I spent about RM300.

Told my mother I spent RM300, my mother said "kak!!" and then she continued with "jangan nak buat muka camtu" haha. I buat muka masam sebab menyesal duit habis. Damn me. Thank God I didn't buy that Sache's high heels. Serious lawa! Kalau tak, duit memang melayang camtu jela an.

And I also went to Carrefour Klang to buy my Nenek Sedara groceries. Bought jamu there.

Need to close my eyes by now, I am already sleepy since just now. And also, I'll be going to Ira's house. Swimming! I meant, I am going to her house then UiTM for swimming. Just for fun. Toodles dear!

I am slim to be.

I actually want to be slimmed. Yeah, I bought 'jamu' HAHA, I also have that minyak sapu sapu untuk hilangkan lemak. Hohoh, every night I pakai benda alah tu. Sapu kat setiap lemak yang ada and I makan jamu tu. But, I am frustrated with the fact I can't control my diet. I tend to eat a lot. Let's just imagine, you cannot stop eating until you are full. I seriously cannot. I mean, I can, but I can bet that it won't last long. I just can't. If I were to stop eating before I am full, nanti otak I akan cakap "makan lah, nyesal tak makan" and perutku akan mula krukkruk.

Oh just so ye know, I just finished eating tadi. I ate rice! I fried an egg and to be frank, I ate along with the minyak. -_-" Bengang. Ye sangat bengang. You want to be kurus, and you takboleh nak control your makan? In my mind, I always think of my mother's cook. Wondering what if there's still food to eat and you left it without eating it, it'll be thrown away and it's such a waste. Pity mother. So, to be fair, I just eat whatever my mom cooks. And that's how it relieves. That's the main reason why I like to eat. I don't want to see the food being wasted just like that. Seriously, pity your mother. Dala masakan sedap, pastu tak habis, rugi je. One day, you lapa, you'll dream of eating it. Haish.

And appreciate your mother, especially for those who their mother is still working. I've experienced it, (err I mean for the working part okay), I went to work early in the morning, I came back home around 6-7PM. Such a hectic day. Sedih beb!

ok bye ngantuk.

He is a stalker I

Dulu I ada blog, yeah, blogger jugak. When I was 16, I already had my own blog. I blogged and I was an active blogger that time. I'd say I had quite a number of followers. I had twitter too, and again, I only followed whom I wanted to follow, and I tweet-ed a lot. I had tumblr too. But eversince I knew I have a stalker who stalks me like crazy, ye know, he's more to psycho haha! I deleted all my accounts of social network. Hmm, Jahat gak lah mulut aku. Hey, I berani cakap sebab memang benar he's a psycho. He took all my photos, saved it in his laptop I assume. He also, made a new account on Myspace/Facebook for me. I meant, he used my name, pictures, my biodata. What the hell is that man! He also knows about my family birth dates, full names, everything. Like every single thing.

If you happen to know my 'late' tumblr, lol. I put Westlife's song in Tumblr, I wrote a lil bit info about my life, my family. And the psycho guy made fb account under my name, my full name, my picture, he also put Westlife as my favorite song. Damn u. A lot more to be shared, but not now. I am not in the mood to write about him. Because I don't like him.

I don't know, I'm a lil bit insecure by now. =|

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Why am I making this blog? Why oh why. Biarlah, saje je. Tak kisah lah ada follower ke takde ke. I'll write anything, everything. It's my blog, I think I have 101% right to merapu here. I'll write more about me later. =)