Me dropping a subject

Assalamualaikum. After three months of hiatusing, I finally get the chance to update my deadly blog. So, as you can see, the last entry that I posted was on January, three months ago, and I decided to write again. Shall I begin with ...

Studies,
I find it hard studying in second semester in year one. I feel like I lost my mood to study. For the first sixth week of semester two, I can assure you that I did nothing other than having fun. I had a lotta fun for six weeks, and at week seven, I started to study things that I've prolly missed. Especially, Mechanics of Material, we call it as MOM. I admit, I may look down for this subject. At first, I thought this subject can be learnt within few days. Yes, it is possible. But how can four chapters being covered in only two days? Unless, I'm a genius. But the fact is I am NOT. That's the real fact that I have to accept. I started learning MOM on six which is on Sunday. And I started I mean like real starting to study at week seven where we were given mountain of assignments, projects and so on to be done. How possible would I study all those things within a day?

I had Ordinary Differential Equation's exam at week 6, I had MOM and Construction Engineering's exam at week seven, and week 8 which is this week, the week that I'm typing something on my blog NOW, is MID SEM HOLIDAY. So, how could that possibly be done within a week? I'm not genius, I repeat.

I can say almost all the exams I've done, none satisfies me till today. ODE, I couldn't do it, I did halfway or quarter way for all the questions given. Construction Engineering, I did not realise there was one question on a back page. I didn't flip the sheets. After the exam finished, my friend said, "I didn't do question number four" ( in a way of I did, but not sure whther it's right or the other way round"), and so, the question sheet was on my hand, and I was like "eh ada eh question 4?" and the looked on to the sheet, I was shocked that I didn't realise that there was last question on the back of the page. I had nothing to say. And the next day, was MOM. Like usual, I couldn't do MOM, I didn't study and I know I couldn't understand sepatah haram of what MOM is trying to tell us. Maybe, MOM should be learned slowly. Not laju2 like I did that day, because I was so scared that I might not finished the syllabus included in the exam, so what I basically did was went through the page like it has to be read and not to be understood, I tell you, MOM is something to do with calculations. All you need to do is get the concept right, do exercises and memorise the formula. And I didn't do all of the above. So I deserve this. I think am just too late to start studying. And I'm thinking of dropping MOM's subject... Shall I? We'll see. :)

Thanks for reading.
p/s: malas menaip. haha