Me dropping a subject

Assalamualaikum. After three months of hiatusing, I finally get the chance to update my deadly blog. So, as you can see, the last entry that I posted was on January, three months ago, and I decided to write again. Shall I begin with ...

Studies,
I find it hard studying in second semester in year one. I feel like I lost my mood to study. For the first sixth week of semester two, I can assure you that I did nothing other than having fun. I had a lotta fun for six weeks, and at week seven, I started to study things that I've prolly missed. Especially, Mechanics of Material, we call it as MOM. I admit, I may look down for this subject. At first, I thought this subject can be learnt within few days. Yes, it is possible. But how can four chapters being covered in only two days? Unless, I'm a genius. But the fact is I am NOT. That's the real fact that I have to accept. I started learning MOM on six which is on Sunday. And I started I mean like real starting to study at week seven where we were given mountain of assignments, projects and so on to be done. How possible would I study all those things within a day?

I had Ordinary Differential Equation's exam at week 6, I had MOM and Construction Engineering's exam at week seven, and week 8 which is this week, the week that I'm typing something on my blog NOW, is MID SEM HOLIDAY. So, how could that possibly be done within a week? I'm not genius, I repeat.

I can say almost all the exams I've done, none satisfies me till today. ODE, I couldn't do it, I did halfway or quarter way for all the questions given. Construction Engineering, I did not realise there was one question on a back page. I didn't flip the sheets. After the exam finished, my friend said, "I didn't do question number four" ( in a way of I did, but not sure whther it's right or the other way round"), and so, the question sheet was on my hand, and I was like "eh ada eh question 4?" and the looked on to the sheet, I was shocked that I didn't realise that there was last question on the back of the page. I had nothing to say. And the next day, was MOM. Like usual, I couldn't do MOM, I didn't study and I know I couldn't understand sepatah haram of what MOM is trying to tell us. Maybe, MOM should be learned slowly. Not laju2 like I did that day, because I was so scared that I might not finished the syllabus included in the exam, so what I basically did was went through the page like it has to be read and not to be understood, I tell you, MOM is something to do with calculations. All you need to do is get the concept right, do exercises and memorise the formula. And I didn't do all of the above. So I deserve this. I think am just too late to start studying. And I'm thinking of dropping MOM's subject... Shall I? We'll see. :)

Thanks for reading.
p/s: malas menaip. haha

update january

Assalamualaikum.

Hurm, I don't know what to post. I seriously have no idea on what to brag about. I do not have gossips to share, even if I have, I'd want it to be posted on my private blog. Anyway, I'm just curious, we've already moved on to 2012 years. And am I still 19, or am I 20? Do I have to round up my age eventhough I know that I am STILL NINETEEN!! My 19th birth date was about four months ago, and I really think that I have the right to consider myself as a teenager, nineteen. Hehe. So yeah, I'm nineteen. Lalala..

Seeing people getting married, having babies makes me feel like having one as well. Wondering, who's gonna be my groom on my wedding day?! Is he someone I already knew, know or going to know soon? Ohh stoppp it Wina,you're just 19 (hehehe). You haven't finished your first year studying, stop dreaming ~.~ Oh hello, now I admit that I'm 20. Huhuuu. :P

Okayy forget bout the wedding, marriage thingy. Let's turn over the page, lol. Bout my studies, oh Gosh. Lately, I'm having that curiousness, kerisauanness (hahah) tahap gaban bout my exam. I'm not sure whether or not I'll get good result. To be honest, yes, I have once thought or to be exact aimed to get the Dean's List, but after I have done the exam, I lost my confidence. Satu by satu the test is done, satu by satu jugalah my confidence hilang. I don't know how to convince myself to at least achieve above 3.0 pointer. I feel suck doing the finals. Each and everytime I did my final exam, this will happen, definitely will happen, I tell you. Heh. But I know, Allah Maha Mengasihani dan Maha Adil, He knows what I have done. Please, Ya Allah. Makbulkan doa aku ya Allah. (only He knows what I really want)

okay bye :) *thanks for reading though I know no one is reading this. lol

Merry Studyweek

Hi there. Study week has finally arrived. Somehow someway, 1st semester is going to be off soon, very soon. See, whether I'll make use to this study week or otherwise, hopefully I will.

Well, what should I share here? Few updates.

1. Wishlist. I have already owned what I wanted.
2. Alhamdulillah, for what God has grant to me.
3. Dean's List? InsyaAllah. I'm aiming for 3 pointer and above. I'm not that bright to aiming for 3.5 above. -.-"
4. I need a true path. Ya Allah.

I need to write more seriously

walau raga kita terpisah jauh, namun hati kita selalu dekat, bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu, dan rasakan aku :)

I really need to write more about my life.

My own style of facial treatment

I did some facial treatment on my face just now. Have you ever heard of 'corong resdung' before? You know how the thing works? I don't have any sinus problem but lately I'm having this kind of allergy that makes my face itchy and I have to consume medicines. It usually happens after I finished eating. If you're thinking that I might have some allergies to some food, then why on earth even I eat pau kaya, my face will get itchy, especially on the eyes and nose, does it make any sense? I eat fish, pau, veges, or etc, the result is still the same.

So I turned out buying that corong resdung to try out if maybe I have sinus. And after I have done with that treatment, the result is the same. So I'm quite worried because because of this allergy, it leads to flu, fever, cough, asthma. I don't want this to happen.

And you know what I like to lay on bed immediately after eating and my tummy is flabby and I'm sick with it.

Lifeless week

Last week was a very hectic week for me. I didn't get enough sleep, and I was restless. And I learnt and thought a lot.

First,
last week brought me to a boring-and-lifeless life, where all I got to do was facing to the alphabets, figures and lines. Okay, here is the story. Two weeks ago which was deepavali, I got one week holidays which some of the classes on a particular day has to do a replacement. And as you all know, we, as a university student will be given an assignment or such to do during the holidays. For engineering drawing class, we were given a CAD assignment where we were all kinda shock seeing the 'pelan' of our assignment. We had to draw back the drawing given using AUTOCAD's software. And the drawing was a bridge plan, Penang Bridge. WHAT THE FISH. Okay whatever.

it took me for 4 days and nights to finish one drawing since I have no basic at all, luckily my cousin came over to my house to teach on how to use the autocad, but still don't expect that I will settle one drawing in three hours, because I am no good okey. So yeah one drawing is settled in four days. We had three more drawings to finish. Whatthehellaweh!

Second,
Last week I got test, I was on hols for a week and I knew that I had test on two days before the test. WTF that I wasted my time doing the CAD and there were two chapters I need to cover in that test and I had no more time weh. So at the end my life was restless and sleepless lastweek.

Third,
When the lecturers are donating more assignments that needs to be passed up on that week juga, WTF and I hate it cause I don't understand what the lecturers' taught last week because I had the worst week lastweek that I did not get enough sleep. Whatever again

So all in all yes I got sick and bye because I hate chu •things that are in my mind now•

Helo!

Hello there. Aku di sini menanti cuti yang bakal tiba hujung minggu ni. Sesungguhnya, kem yang patut aku hadiri ditangguhkan ke hari lain. Apakah aku patut rasa okay atau sebaliknya? I don't like the camp. Tapi, aku nak benda tu cepat habis. Haih

Washing Machine

Ohohoho. Aku kat Klang, Selangor ni. Semalam balik, ikut kakak sedare aku. Seb baik dia belajar sama tempat dengan aku, and ada kereta. Herherher. Alhamdulillah.

Semalam jugak, aku pergi cari Headphone dengan Abah aku. Sebab aku nak gunakan ia untuk laptop aku, laptop aku takde headphone/earphone ah. Susah ah kalau nak webcam ke, tengok movie sorang2 ke. Hehehe. And I bought brand Philips, white colour. Hehehe. Oh and I balik ni pun, cause nak beli Safety Shoe dengan Wallet. Huhu, wallet I dah hancur gila. You masukkan coins dalam wallet tu, dia keluar balik. So, memang kena beli wallet baru lah kan? Huhu (alasan!)

Oh, ye know why I marah sangat sampai post status yang mengamuk-amuk kat Facebook...... Sebab semalam, dalam pukul 11 AM, I msg akak sedara I, cakap kat dia, "Ain, aku nak basuh baju jap for one hour tau", time tu, before balik, my class semalam dari 8-10AM, pastu Ain dah kata, habis kelas siap2 lah, then pukul 11 boleh pulak aku nak basuh kain kat washing machine kat kolej tu which kena masuk kan coins rm2. So, pukul 11Am tu, aku gi tingkat atas di mana terletaknya washing machine tersebut. Pastu pukul 11 tu, semua machine penuh, and ada satu machine ni tinggal lagi 20 minit, so aku plan aku nak letak lah baldi kain aku depan washing machine tu, by 11.20AM aku nak datang balik basuh terus. (obviously baju akan habis basuh at 12.20 PM kan?) So aku dah delay sikit. Then, after 11 tu aku balik bilik sementara tunggu 11.20. Tapi by 11.20 AM aku naik balik.

Nak tahu tak apa jadi? Ada minah bongok dua ekor tiba-tiba buat muka tak bersalah, dah ambil washing machine yang aku nak ambil tadi. Aku datang ngam-ngam 11.20AM, pastu aku tahu, dorang si bodoh tu dah plan, macam ni... Dorang terus start kan machine tu (kira dah jalan la machine tu), baru masukkan kain dorang. So, that kononnya kalau aku datang tu, dia tak boleh keluarkan balik kain busuk diorang tu, sebab dah ada air bla2 dalam machine tu. Bodoh gila, pastu si sekor lagi, memang muka dah cuak sebab gi wat cara camtu. Lagi sekor berok tu, memang muka tak bersalah tanak pandang langsung, malah boleh teruskan masuk kain dorang kat machine tu. Dasar bodoh! Pastu aku geram, aku gi depan dorang, ambil baldi aku, terus berambus!Tak jadi basuh kain!!!! Bawak je balik kain tu, and just hantar dobi! Like hello! Gelabah gila minah dua ekor tu, cam bodoh! Tak payah nak selfish sangat lah minah oi! Memalukan sungguh! Hehh!

Geram!!! Sampai sekarang!

saya tak sihat

Saya batuk, at the same time, saya lelah. Bila batuk + lelah = phlegm dalam hati. Lol

Bila phlegm dalam hati, susah nak nafas. Badan belakang sakit, pressure untuk bernafas kuat sangat. =( Takut susah tidur malam ni. Esok ada quiz Calculus, Statics. Saya tak revise apa-apa lagi, baru habis settlekan Drawing. Haish. Adoi, sempat ke nak study malam ni.

Esok pack sangat time table nya. Saya kurang gemar kelas malam. Hari Isnin dan Selasa ada kelas malam, maka saya tidak suka hari Isnin dan Selasa. Esok saya dapat call free. Siapa nak saya call esok, marilah nombor anda. :( *muka tak happy, sebab class pack sgt esok*

Argh tension ah

Hello there. Today, bersamaan Sabtu, gua sangat stress lu tau tak. Dah la gua baru baik demam. Damm ah, masalah betul ah manusia ceni derrr. Oh whatever lah kan kau. Siapa-siapa jela yang terasa pedas tuh! Heh.

Gua pula mesampah dengan situasi ceni. Aish, tangan gua lenguh, malas ah type. Rasa nak potong tangan je. Argh, tension! Dah la Isnin ada quiz, calculus, statics.. Grrr, assignment, drawing tak settle lagi. Haih. Pembaris hilang ah!!!!

Gerrrrrram

Grr Grrr. Gerrrrram tau. Rasa nak mengutuk, mengumpat. Haishh. Sabo. Lek lek. Ngantuk ah. Bye

Geletar doh

Bapa hatboken doh! Haha. Benda takde apa-apa pun, kau nak lebih pehal Wiena! Damm ah! Haha, damm dammmmmm!

Tapi cinta bukan milik kitaaaaaaa, semua harus berakhir, hee yeahhhhh! HAHAHAHA

p/s: cerita di atas, adalah rekaan semata-mata. tolonglah weh

Oh, tadi ada class Technical English. Oh damn, menggeletar kot time aku tengah bercakap depan class, had to use the microfon, but then I refused to -_-" menggeletar doh~ Malusssss dohhssss, so zasss~

Freeze Programme

Oh man, baru balik dari "rumah terbuka PM" durhh! My god, the wheather is extremely hot! Kulit aku dah start hitam, bukan coklat dah, makin hitam! Damm ah!

Here is the story...

Pagi tadi, bagi siapa2 yang masuk Kokorikulum (Briged siswa), kena join this one programme, it is called as Freeze Programme, World Peace Day 2011, under Unesco at Kuantan. Since, I'm taking Briged Siswa for this sem, I had to attend this programme, compulsory. At the same time, my Kolej Kediaman ada program juga, Sehari Bersama Peka(kolej kediaman). So, benda ni clash. So, for those yang masuk Briged siswa tu kena datang both programme, pagi pergi Freeze, malam pergi Peka. The eff!

Yang Freeze tu best, hehe, we had to freeze for seven minutes. If let say, you tengah minum air, you akan minum air sampai seven minutes without any movement in the middle of dataran tu. Cam cool gila tak? Kan? I dah cakap. So, then we managed to freeze and stoodstill of what we were doing. Heheh

Then, kite orang pergi Rumah Terbuka Prime Minister at Pekan, Pahang. Huk aloh, this is my first time pergi tempat camni, yang ramai sangat orang. By hook or by crook, kita kena jugak pergi tempat camni, as I naik bas, kan? It's a trip. So, like hell, when the weather is so hot and our bus left us. Wtf man? We waited for like 1 hour ++ just because the leader (who leads us in the bus) asked us to be there (at the bus) at 1 pm. I dah tunggu at 12.30 sampai lah 1.30 pm kot, you bayangkan panas camna an, terik matahari, dah la pahang tu panas gila! And guess what, muka I hitam gila. Oh, kita balik sini not by the bus that we've waited earlier, but with a different bus, a nice uncle, a better uncle.

I am now laying on my bed, as I do not want to attend to the Peka Programme now -_- bye

p/s: kena pakai baju putih ya!

sejenak bersama . . .

WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKA.

jom gelak weh. jom ahhhh. jom laa doh. damm ah! hahahahaha. aku jumpa kau doh, damm ah hahhahahahah lawak doh hahahahahahhaa jom ah gelak sama sama. wakakakkkaa geli~

Aku di hotel

Assalamualaikum. Aku bukan di kolej, juga bukan di rumah. Di manakah aku? Di mana? Agak-agak? Heh. Hotel doh! Hak elah, pe barang dok hostel! Mak abah datang ke tempat belajar aku, saje je. Cos aku banyak pesan barang. Kan aku just bawak 3 ke 4 helai tudung. Pastu, hanger pun tak cukup. Backpack pun tade. Apa lagi takde? Lampu belajar tade. Itu tade, ini tade. Seluar slack pun tade. Oh pin tudung pun bawak dua je. Damm ah!

Orait. Seb baik, aku dapat shopping tadi. Aku beli seluar slack sampai tiga helai, toaster, water heater, pencil case, etc. Alhamdulillah, rezeki agak murah harini. There's nothing more to share as I don't really like to tell more bout my personal life here. Alert! I wrote 'here', thus that refers to this blog, since this blog is set publicly. I am staying one night at this hotel. Hee, with my parents.

So far, the classes went well. I haven't found many friends till yet, not sure whether I am the one to be blamed or the classmates. Damn! I should have gotten new friends already. Aku rasa tiga bulan baru boleh rapat dengan someone! Damn ah! Most of the classes that I have attend, none of the lectures could digest in my kepala hotak that well. Like seriously, I don't have any basic of the subjects that I am taking. I just realised, being a university student should apply DIY concept. Everything must do it by your ownself. It's okay, slowly I am adapting to this kind of situation. Hehe. Oh, you know what, you know what, what a hot gossip I have here, wadepak lah weih. HAHA bye!

p/s: damn ah, back pack baru tu weh, besar kan? ke aku yang kecik?

pp/s: alhamdulillah, tandatangan dan pengesahan borang for ptptn sudah settle, insyaAllah, semua ok. :)

Aku di universiti

Salam pantai timur. Wakaka. Poyo nak puh! Ok, aku kat tutttt, universiti of malaysia tutt. Ceh gelemer sikit. Hohoh. Pinjam broadband roommate. So far, everything's going fine, insyaAllah. Penat, minggu induksi, sangat penat. Tak cukup tidur. Hehh. Jujur, ku tak suka certain faci! Kui kui kui. Over controlled, puih! Oh, the quite best thing here is we all kena labuhkan tudung menutup dada, baju lepas bontot, wakaka. Hehehe. Hahaha.

Oh, yea, of course gua adalah seorang yang banyak complain, especially in terms of barang-barang or facilities, hehehe. Urgh, aku harus berubah! Oh, aku dapat katil double decker, and so far, sebenarnya facilities dia bagus. Aku kan suka membebel. Oh, aku banyak jugak barang tak bawak, tudung tiga helai je bawak, wak :( Baju kurung bawak, tapi baju nya tertinggal, kain je bawak. Tapi nasib baik lah satu pasang je. Baju tidur (pyjamas), dua pasang je. Nampak nya aku kena rotate lima hari sekali basuh ah. HAHA

Malam ni, last minggu induksi, ada pesembahan kebudayaan. Hek eleh. K bye.

Neraka itu lebih panas

Ok. Alhamdulillah selesai sudah dua daripada tiga(or more) event penting. Kaki cramped last night. Gua carik minyak urut, bagi gua minyak yu yi cap limau tu minyak urut jugaklah, tapi gua tak jumpa. Gua jumpa minyak urut atas meja mekap. Tengok date, "oh ok 2012 expired". Gua pusing kan kepala botol minyak urut bewarna kuning, kemudian gua tengok dan bermonolog, "huk aloh, besar doh lubang dia, cemana gua nak guna ni". Namun, sebabkan gua ni hebat tak bertempat, gua pun tuang jela kat tapak tangan, macam gaya nak ambil wuduk tu, penuh tapak tangan, amik kau! Gua sapu sapu kaki, urut. Sampai tumpah-tumpah jugalah! Pastu, gua buat lagi se-round, gua tadah tangan kanan, tuang kat tangan, sapu lagi. Gua cakap ah kat orang "weh, aku rasa ni bukan minyak panas kot ah". Dia kata "tu minyak panas ah". Gua konfiden tak bertempat. Gua sapu sapu jela.

Tiga jam later....

Gua tak boleh tidur, tangan, kaki gua macam terbakar! Gua tanya ah orang, "weh pe patut aku buat doh!"..."guna ice".. Gua pakai ah ice! Ok the end. Gua tak tidur lena, dan tak dapat tidur, sebab gua rasa macam API NERAKA sedang membakar gua. Ya Rabb, ampunilah aku. :(

Aku mintak maaf, Hamba Allah.

Damnlah:-

1. bila toiletries, snacks etc tak beli lagi untuk kolej!
2. aku punya tidur tunggang terbalik.
3. mata dah ada eyebag and lingkaran hitam.
4. bila syaitan mula merasuk aku, aku suka berdamn damn!

raya tanpa duit raya

Hoho, aku raya, duit raya pun tak dapat sangat. Kalau ikut, nak beli double cheese burger set Mc Donald pun tak lepas. Ah, mungkin ekonomi jadi faktor utama! Tak pun, umur! Eh, aku baru sembilan belas, masuk sembilan belas pun belum lagi. Lapan belas lebih, maka aku berhak tuk dapat duit raya! Hm, lantak ah! Haha, nak bebel pasal duit raya pun nak wat pe. Aku takperlu bergantung pada orang. Kan kan? Hak alah, gelabah je. Duit raya je pun. T___T

Aku kena berambus dari Klang 3 hari bulan ni. Orang beraya aku start belajar. Kejadahnya! Lantak ah! Buat dono! Dah ah borang tak sahkan lagi, biar lecturer sana sahkan! Wek, ptptn, aku bunuh kau kang! Takyah nak demand lebih ah! Puih! Aku kalau cakap pasal studies, memang tension sikit, kehkeh.